It’s officially the holiday season as we’re decorating the house, and it’s raining, which is what passes for winter in Sacramento. I’m trying out one of the Christmas gifts I’ve completed. It’s soft and warm and very pretty, but it does nothing to make me look better 🤷🏼♀️
Thursday, December 01, 2022
Monday, November 28, 2022
Sunday, November 27, 2022
Sad Buckeye
Friday, November 25, 2022
Thursday, November 24, 2022
Minimizing
I’m going through a bunch of stuff, figuratively, and I need to sort through stuff physically soon. I have way too much stuff, and with every box of crap is more emotional baggage that I need to discard.
My first project is to clean out my wardrobe. Have any of you heard of the #100daydresschallenge ? It’s started and sponsored by #wooland or Wool&. They have beautiful simple dresses (with pockets!) that are light weight wool blend and when they put out their first dress they challenged women to wear it everyday for 100 days in a row. I wanted to jump in as soon as I heard of it, but when I first investigated they didn’t have my size. Now they do!!! And yesterday i started my challenge. I don’t want to post these pictures on Facebook or IG because they’ll get boring, but since probably no one reads this blog anymore, I’ll post my pictures here.
Tuesday, February 12, 2019
Tepid
Saturday, January 26, 2019
Storytime Observation
Here in this place
where you were
where you left us
seeing the children
welcome and loud and innocent and joyous
and your colleague,
smiling and serving and loving these children
I know that the good you brought
to which you contributed
will continue to grow
The light will not just shine
but
will
win
in the end
Spoken Word: a poem for Amber
I shared this at one of her memorial services, and it apparently touched many.
Wednesday, March 02, 2016
Books for Teens
Beautiful Music for Ugly Children – Kristin Cronn This compelling story had me hooked from the first page. Born and christened as Elizabeth, Gabe is a pretty amazing teenager. He feels he’s always been a boy and is just starting to reveal that to everyone around him, including the cool older man who is his neighbor, grandfather figure and rock-music mentor. This book deals with a heavy issue but has many moments of sheer joy, delight and regular teen confusion. I picked it up after seeing that it won the Stonewall Children’s and Young Adult Literature Award, and I’m very glad I did! Honestly, there aren’t many books I find these days that I don’t want to put down, and this one had that deliciousness about it because of the compassionate realism and the lack of melodrama often found in coming-of-age books.
A Mad, Wicked Folly – Sharon Biggs Waller Women's Suffrage in the UK, as seen by a young woman struggling to be her own person, a serious artist, despite the social conventions that would require her to marry well. I really enjoyed the arc of her development. It was believable to see her reluctance to acquiesce to become part of the suffrage movement even though she was clearly rebelling against her upbringing with her art. Her inner conflicts seemed very real to me.
The War That Saved My Life – Kimberly Brubaker Bradley Beautifully written story of children raised in poverty in London by a single mother. The older child, a girl, has a club foot and has been abused by the mother. Both children are transported to the country before the Blitz and find solace and a home with a lovely woman who shows them that life can be so much kinder, so much better. Stark realities of poverty, ignorance and lack of medical care, set in WWII home front in the UK. Beautiful character development.
White Cat by Holly Black Creepy, confusing, fascinating modern, urban Sci-Fi. I couldn’t put it down, and I had to tear through the rest of the trilogy as well. Really compelling and very likable protagonist.
Iron Trial – Holly Black and Cassandra Clare Another “this feels like Harry Potter” book that isn’t at all like Harry. Good anti-hero stuff going on here. 2 books out in the series so far. Third is due out in Sept, 2016. Looks like there’s going to be 5, in all.
Lady of Devices – Shelley Adina Steampunk adventure novel, strong female protagonist, lots of fun. First in a series. I think that, technically, this is considered to be an adult series, but I feel it would be appealing to teens.
Soulless – Gail Carriger Great fun! First in The Parasol Protectorate series of fantasy steampunk that has vampires, werewolves, and Alexa Tarabotti, a woman born w/o a soul who can, with the touch of her hand, temporarily remove the supernatural powers and attributes from the others. Sassy, bold and full of Victorian manners. This series is aimed at adults, although teens like it too. There is a related series with teen protagonists by the same author, set in the same world with some of the same characters that starts with
Etiquette and Espionage. Grasshopper Jungle -- Andrew Smith This doesn't have any romance, but it is a teenage boy with hormones raging and it does, fair warning, talk about masturbation and being horny. It also has giant insects eating people and crazy scifi things, so make of it what you will. There were parts that I loved and parts where I thought "yea, I'm not really the target demographic for this book" which probably means that teens will like it more than I did. I know my younger colleagues do.
Dorobo: Dark Days - Chantelle Feasel This was written by a young author from Elk Grove! It is post-apocalyptic, but I liked it a lot. Interesting plot, interesting characters. I want to read more by her, and really, isn't that as good a rec as anything?
Code Name Verity - Elizabeth Wein Girl pilots and spies, truth and fiction, heart-wrenching realism. I started this book on audio and did something I rarely do - switched to print. Why? The audio wasn't appealing to me but the story was VERY compelling. So compelling that I had to read it more quickly than the audio was allowing.
Bloodsucking Fiends - Christopher Moore Funny, irreverent, wild vampire book. First in a trilogy. So very funny! The audio books are laugh-out-loud hilarious.
Beauty Queens - Libba Bray Satire at it's best: a plane crashes on a deserted island and the only survivors are a group of girls traveling to some Miss Teen something or other pageant. I was literally laughing out loud - loudly - many times during this book. Bray reads is VERY well, as well as having written it well on the audio. There were a few passages that became too serious for the genre, imo, but overall I found this book hilarious and meaningful. The messages she's pushing are overly obvious, but then, if you can't tell by the cover and the blurb that it's not subtle, there is little hope for you. Besides, I'd love the book for footnote #50, alone.
Monday, October 13, 2014
A Day of Reflection
Friday, September 19, 2014
Friday, September 05, 2014
Monday, September 01, 2014
The New Kid
What I did today:
- Chatted with a dear friend on FB early in the morning.
- Sang too loud and long in church - twice.
- Hung out with a family at their home, walked through their garden, clucked at their chickens, buttered bread for a little boy, shared heart-truths with a friend.
- Took a long nap with my cat.
- Talked on the phone with my mom.
- Watched several episodes of a good tv show and missed the kind, sweet, generous man who recorded them for me, but I talked to him on the phone today, too.
- Played my uke.
In short, I'm back to living life. Sure, I got a little teary during a few episodes of Growing Up Fisher, and I miss my friends back in Ohio. I miss my Sunday afternoons of knitting and sharing with Laura, Don, Josh and whoever else showed up. I miss the ease of never having to look at a map to find my way around town. I miss not having to explain the backstory of my life every time I share anything. I miss knowing other backstories, too. Heck, I miss being certain I know the person's name who is talking to me. I often have to ask!
But I don't miss the worry. My house is sold, my job is secure, my boss likes me, I'm working hard and I'm passionate about my job again, I'm involved in a good church where I and those around me are valued and loved and I feel like I'm really starting to make a place for myself here.
Oh, and yea, I kinda like all the sunshine. I mean - it's always sunny! Except at night. California is dark at night. You know, like normal.
I'm still The New Kid, but I seem to have found people who "get" me. What a blessing.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Last Night
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Lasts
But as I go through the week I am struck by the seeming finality of it all. I have to concentrate on the adventure of my life, but I can't help but feel doors closing. I know these friendships will last forever, but the changes wrought by my new geographic location will be abundant. What this change will mean for us all will be determined in the coming weeks and months. For now, I try not to weep as I sit across from my dear bff for our last breakfast, share my last quick lunch with my sister, my last Sunday afternoon of knitting with the gentle group, my last evening with the GKP, the last night of sleep in my house . . . so many lasts.
Next week I will get some firsts. For now, I will embrace the lasts.
Sunday, March 09, 2014
The Next Great Adventure
But I have been victorious! I have a job! I will be starting work with the Sacramento Public Library March 25!
Just let that sink in a minute.
Sacramento . . . as in California. It happens to be the capital of California, and although it's a smaller city than Columbus, it is still fairly large.
I can hardly express all of the emotions that are swirling around inside me at this point. I'm excited, for sure, happy and honored to be going to a new library, to have been chosen. I am thrilled for this new adventure, going to California and staying! I am sad to be leaving friends, getting further from family, leaving this house in which I raised my son. I am tired from the stress. I am relieved to be working on a specific goal now, able to truly pack so I can move somewhere specific and do a specific job. I'm a little anxious that I'll overlook something important, forget to do something that needs to be done, miss an appointment.
So yes, there is a lot, but mostly I'm excited. I have but a few days left in Columbus. My stuff is all sorted, and the things I'm keeping are packed into Uhaul Pods and already en route to Cali. Everything else has been portioned out, donated, taken by others, hauled off to the dump, trashed, sold, etc. Seriously, I can't even tell you how much stuff was in this house. Way. Too. Much..Stuff. Never again! Lean and nimble, that's how I want to live. In fact, I'm already thinking that I'll have to donate more stuff once I'm moved into my new apartment and see what, exactly, I need and what I don't need.
But that's just stuff. The hard part is my friends, my dear chosen family. A few friends put on a party for me last night here in my mostly-empty house. There were probably over 40 people who came, and I know a bunch of friends who couldn't make it for one reason or another. How blessed am I? Very! Each person who came is special to me in one way or another - co-worker, colleague, knitter, college friend, friend through other means. church mates, you name it. I am fortunate to have so many friends, and I really really appreciate Carol and Nick who did so much (esp. Carol) to make last night's party a success. Such great food, so much laughter, so much joy bursting around in my house again! This is how our lives should be lived, not around stuff, but around relationships, around people, around sincere caring. Thank you, my friends.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Dream of a Hero
I once had a dream that I was at a reenactment event (Rendezvous friends, you know what I'm talkin' 'bout) and as I was walking through the field at night, making my way between tents, I heard singing in the distance. This is not unusual. Singing at night around the campfire is largely why I fell in love with Rendezvous and there are usually many sing-alongs around many campfires all around the encampment. In this dream I turned towards the music and walked up over a small rise to see a group of folks around a warm, inviting fire. The singing grew louder as I approached and I could make out the individual instruments - washbasin bass, banjo, guitar, fiddle, maybe a dulcimer in there . . . yes, there's the dulcimer's drones . . .
I kept walking and could begin to make out some voices. Many I recognized as Rendezvous people and one voice, in particular, sounded so familiar it was like family. It wasn't family, though, it was Pete Seeger. I could hear him singing and I was so happy because I knew he must love Rendezvous and all of the music we have at night. I started walking more quickly, nearly running (although even in my dream I knew that running through a field of tents in the dark is foolish - too many tent stakes and ropes), and just as I got to the edge of the circle and was about to speak to my hero . . . I woke up.
That dream was so vivid, so real at the time that I spent all day recalling it. I've thought about it often ever since, and it's probably been at least 12 years since I had it. I've thought about it as I lay down at night, hoping that I could return to that fire and sing along with him, but it has never happened.
Today, on the day after his passing, I pray that he is enjoying a great campfire with a great many singers. I know that someday, Mr. Seeger, I will get to sing with you in the afterlife . . . unless you're singing protest songs in front of the Pearly Gates.
Friday, January 03, 2014
Is It Too Late to Air Grievances?
- adobe forms that don't save
- requiring snail mail submissions
- waiting
- applications that require that you repeat everything on your resume (what is the point of this?)
- requiring someone applying for the top position in an organization to complete the same application that your entry-level positions require (yes, I'm over 18 and no longer need my parents to sign for me, yes I want full-time)
- requiring an official transcript from graduate school after I've been in the field as a professional for 22 years
- waiting
- printer cartridges that run out too quickly
- drafty house
- waiting
- waiting
- waiting
Thursday, January 02, 2014
2013 is dead, long live 2014!
List 1
- stopped working at CML
- worked hard to ready the house for sale - after living here 16-17 years, it's a big job!
- living completely alone (with Rosie) in my house most of the time now
List 2
- A dear friend successfully came through a double-transplant procedure and is still doing well a year later!
- participated in a great group called Divorce Care that really allowed me to process more stuff from my divorce.
- got to hear Geoffrey Canada speak in person.
- met Troy - a really great guy and we're still dating after 9 months!
- stopped working at CML
- have received remarkable and heroic support from my parents
- had loads of help and did some great clean-up and work on my house to ready it for sale
- celebrated my son graduating from HS and Career Center - so proud!
- watched a great revised performance of Hamlet done by the Black Box Theater Career Center, Simon as stage manager
- had a boarder for a month
- went to ALA in Chicago, visited Scott and Tony
- had many interviews for a bunch of different libraries over phone, skype and in person
- transported Simon to Kansas City Art Institute - got him settled in with the help of Mom and drove back - much fun!
- saw Troy perform a couple of times, even provided rides as the chief driver - much fun!
- Troy took me to Hawaii!
- Many good times with my friends - so supportive, loving, compassionate.
- Great visits with my folks and renewed friendships from college days up in that area - really wonderful
- Great times with my son, mostly watching movies or talking about movies
- Miraculously able to keep afloat and make ends meet, with help from my parents and support from friends (not to mention support and encouragement from Troy)













